We all have, yet I wont

I say words I don’t mean, I do things I don’t understand, I am a child learning from lessons as they come.

I am one in this world filled with many walking along a plank ready to dive, yet not knowing how to swim.

We have thought of beautiful situations in our head, bound to never occur.

We have fought so hard to gain only regret.

We have tried with such intense passion which only lead to a shattered heart and a head on the verge of insanity, traumatized by the memories and broken promises. 

We have all imagined a new world. One were we do not exist. One with no money or problems. 

I know i am not alone, yet i feel as if i was. 

I know I will fail, yet i still try.

We are all scared of the unknown , the feeling of wonder and adventure.

We would much rather remain in routine, safe.

I don't want to be another victim of routine, I want to explore the world as it is, not through a screen. 

I want to riot through the streets, screaming and chanting for the rights we will lose. 

I WILL NOT want to be one of the many blinded by ignorance and treasure.

I want to be the first star to fall from the sky and create change, not just  pretty picture.