WE ARE ALL BUT ONE

I've lost it all.

The name.

The house.

Even the dog.

I walk under a cloud.

Loaded,

With words meant to describe death.

They see me and cringe,

With judgment in there eyes

Their heads face the sky.

Nor money or food do I beg as they fly.

A simple yet hard,

hi or good bye

I am no longer human,

In their sockets

I became more than an insect,

And less than a tiger

Little do they know

They are one of me.

We share he same prayers

And cry the tears.

We are all but one

Fighting our fears.

HIS LOVING CORPSE

He sat there, in a puddle of blood
not his, but hers
his lover, his desire, his corpse
waiting for death to relive him from the pain

He cherished their last good-bye
simply not enough
his heart and soul were gone

He thought about his life without her
pain rushed to his heart and tears drowned his eyes

She was gone
but not for good

He found it
the treatment
one to rejoice with his lover
let the slashing begin

He had decided to join her
whatever it takes

He had nothing to lose

His eyes grew tired
as the tub filled with death wishes and hope

He had shed every tear

His passion so strong that it trapped him
She lived in his heart

He slashed along his body
her name
the name of the woman he loved
the one who had given him so much

As he left the world of pain
it came to his mind how he did it
how he manged to depose every piece
his heart raced
but it was not his fault
he knew
he had given her all he had
yet it was never enough

His heart belonged to her
yet her's to someone else
but what was he to do without her

Now She was his
Now He was hers
there was no other way
now he she had to love him
death was his only escape

Human MIRRORS

I do not enjoy talking about feelings, therefore i write to remember i have any. They say its just my age..that everyone went though the same thing,then why don't they at least attempt to understand? I am sure what i feel. Empty. We are all troubled. By our fears, emotions and thoughts. I see pieces of my self dispersed in others. As if a human mirror.